HELLO,

I just turned 40 and i feel 80. My first husband of 10 years was tragbically run over by a semi-truck while at work in 1997 and we had a son together.  then in 1999 i met another gentleman who then "premeated murder and sucide" the same date, day and hour he shot me twice in my chest and left me for dead then turned the same gun on himself. ( this was done in front of our 3 year old daughgter. i since then am having problems getting the first foot forward. any assistance would help. i am not one to ask for help but it is the first step in recovery. thank you and may god bless........peace   stephanie, billy and savannah

I am a Widow Twice however my second partner shot me twice in the chest and turned the gun on himself. I have 2 surviving children under the age of 15 and I have to pay cash for all my medical bills i am having the worst luck in getting a security deposit for a home...i am presently residing in a hotel barly surviving. please help